It is raining here right now, so no 7am beach walk! Sad, that is usually a favorite part of my day! Anyway, I woke up this morning with a new sense of clarity. I feel like I have been living lately a little too cautiously. I have been questioning decisions and alternate possibilities in nearly every aspect of my life, which has caused me to doubt myself and my abilities. I have failed to trust not only myself but God, in that he would not lead me to anything he didn't think I could handle. Someone told me yesterday that (actually a lot of people have told me this lately) that it is okay if I don't know what I want to do with my life..she said as long as you know what you DON'T want to do, you will be just fine. This has caused a lot of thought provocation in this arena. I have no idea where this journey of life will take me and do not have a compass telling me which way I want to go, but I do have ideas of what direction I don't want to take, so that is better than nothing!
"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life." I stumbled upon that quote this morning, and it sums up about how I feel right now. I need to take a step back, enjoy where I am in life and be thankful for all I am blessed with.
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